clown painting

I got fired from my job four months ago. I used to be a divorce lawyer. I got fired for showing up to work late, and drunk one day after my wife left me for another man. Now I'm just a sad, drunk clown. I show up to children's birthday parties for a living, and do hat tricks. all my life consists of anymore is that, and going out to eat, because the sound of other people in the same room tends to be comforting. if that's what my life has come to, I don't really know why I just don't just go ahead and end it. I've lost everything. my wife, my daughter, my job, and my dignity. I wear this caked on makeup to Luccini's restaurant every day, partly because I don't feel like taking it off, and partly because I don't want my true face to be seen.

Pillow Poem

Thinking in my sleep Now dying to be at peace Guilt is in my dreams

if my life was a movie

•Tell us about your favorite movie and why you like it. my favouritew movie is Pan's Labyrinth beacuse it is just such a different movie from any othe ri have seen, and the story is unique. •Tell us about the kinds of movies you don't care for usually. i usually don't care for feel good movies, or most popular movies. •Tell us about how often and where you usually watch movies. i watch a movie maybe once a week, if that often. i usually don't watch movies, and when i do, i'm laying in bed. •Tell us about what you need for movie viewing (environment, food, company, etc.) all i really need for movie viewing in Netflix. i don't really care about anything else. •Tell us about what this survey says about you. this survey says that i am more of an introverted person, and enjoy watching movies by myself. •If my life story was made into a movie...(who would play you, what would be 3-4 main plot points/events, happy or sad ending, etc.) if my life was made into a movie, Donald Glover would play me, and it would be happier. i would start off as an artist in school, then move on tho college, become famous,and die rich.

quotes

pans labyrinth Pan: Me? I've had so many names. Old names that only the wind and the trees can pronounce. I am the mountain, the forest and the earth. Carmen: You're getting older, and you'll see that life isn't like your fairy tales. The world is a cruel place. I believed in a lot of things I don't believe anymore. Mercedes: My mother told me to be wary of Fauns.

6 word memoir

Talking about my own lyrical content